If this is true, it is possibly the most important statement in AA and I don’t say that lightly.
I have a hurt mind. Hurt people hurt people. I don’t want to hurt anybody anymore.
If I ask my-self “how am I doing?” I am playing russian roulette and it seems the longer I am sober or if I am in fear, the more bullets in the cylinder. God thinks I am doing great as a human. I think I am doing crappy as a god. We are both correct!
I need a source of Power that is at a minimum: a. Great! b. Other than self