For as long as I can remember, the thought that I am “not enough” has been in my belief system. This belief has been totally uninvestigated for the true ridiculousness that it is.
How can one have a false belief system that functions at the root level and never make an inquiry as to its truth or untruth?
Questions must be asked: Not enough what? Not enough for who? Is there such as thing as enough?
I am the wrong judge for my life. God doesn’t judge me so why do I?
God gave me the asset of discernment. Discernment + The family disease of alcoholism = judgmentalism. Take any asset and add the family disease and its over the top.
My job is to discern. But I can’t do it. The right to judge is the ‘dubious luxury’ of not me. Self is always going to judge, always going to play its games in the mind. When I turn away from self as the lord of my life to “One who has all power”, self is revealed as the trickster / hijacker and I am free.
Contemplation for the Day
What would life look like without judgement of my-self or others?
Prayer for the Day
My Creator, I am now willing that you should have all of me, good and bad. I pray that you now remove from me every single defect of character which stands in the way of my usefulness to you and my fellows. Grant me strength, as I go out from here, to do your bidding.