I made 2 outstanding amends to alkies with long term recovery last week. My ‘self’ really dislikes these people and how they act. I know intellectually they are driven by a false self just as I am and that who we all are is pure spirit. The actions we all took to harm each other are just that evidence that we hurt each other and those hurts come out as resentment. “Hurt people hurt people” and I have a hurt mind based on it’s warped ambitions and insecurity from how it sees past events.
I give everything all the meaning it has.
It’s hilarious to listen to the self-righteousness they demonstrate as the attacks come at me for being a human.
As an alcoholic, I must have a way of life with God that let’s me see some truth and I am still in ‘spiritual kindergarten’.
The good news is I can contemplate these principles now and fall in love with God and man.