E-motion is a feeling in the body that sets me in motion. I take actions that are objectionable to me and I do not take actions that I know in my heart I should take (Defects and Shortcomings) “I think good, but I can’t act good” – Bob A.
I have taken step 7 and surrendered all of me to God, I have no idea if I was supposed to do what I did or not. God is now that judge of me and my actions.
I get to the truth about how ‘instincts on rampage’ drive me to actions that I don’t like although God has already forgiven me, I do not forgive. (bad god).
Now something incredible happens. Now I know that God has no grandkids. Now I know that I have harmed, and I want nothing more than to try to make the situations better. Not so I can feel better, because I already do. But I get shown a better way to live and how the amends process is the concrete of the first 8 steps and proof of my willingness to fall in love with God and man.
Contemplation for the Day
When was the last time I made an amend?
Is there some schmutz I need to clean up?
Prayer for the Day
God, please show me how to love you, my-self and my brothers and sisters.